Just A Smile...

Just a Smile

I want you to know but I can't
Maybe I don"t have the courage to
but what I fear is you drifting away from me
I'd rather you not to know

Time just passes without me knowing
It was just like a gust of wind that blew past
How long have I not seen you
Longer than I can ever imagine

I sit here waiting for you
But you are somewhere else where I am not
I await you but you just didn't appear in front of me
You passed by me but I didn't know

Because you were behind me
I can't stop thinking about you
No one has made me stop doing everything
But sit here and just wait

To me you are the world but you just don't realise that
Rain or shine I sit here still waiting
Yet you still don't appear

My patience has reached its limit
But I am still sitting here waiting for you
I am not angry
I am not leaving
But I am still waiting hoping that you will turn up

The world has passed by
But I am still waiting for you
I still don't see you

My time is up
I have to leave

Before I left
You appeared and smiled at me
I smiled back and left...

*Rajwinraj*

Shadow Lovers..

Shadow lovers

Living a dark existence

Incongruous imagery that seems so real

Poignant with beauty from a distance

Familiar yet unknown, ideal yet surreal



Elegantly conquering the night with a dance

Anxiety mixed with excitement, although afraid

Holding on to moments, taking that chance

Remembering every movement and word said



Before the night’s tranquility flows to dawn

For the weight of time is felt heavily upon

As each second passes points to pierce

And reality emerges; they become sadden with fears

The shadow lovers shed their silent tears

Bidding each other goodbye by the sunlight’s beam

For their existence was merely a memorable sweet dream.

*Rajwinraj*

Missing My Baby

Missing my baby

As the cloud darkens

and begins to rain,

Your love

keeps me warm.

As the thunder booms

in the sky,

I feel comfort

in your loving concern.

In the midst of heavy downpour,

I fear losing you.

What is the purpose of life,

when you are not in it?

Chasing dreams of our own,

we see each other less and less.

Is this what love is all about –

being apart from each other?

If only time could have stood still,

on the day that we fell in love.

*Rajwinraj*