I Don't Believe...

I don’t believe

I used to believe there was so much inside me
That was bursting to come out
To see the world
I used to believe
That I could make a difference
To someone
Somewhere
Sometime
I used to believe that someone would appreciate me
The way I would appreciate him
That what was inside of me
Would shine
The way others shined on me
I used to think that I could start anew
A clean slate
Wherever I went
Far away where no one knew
Me and my past
I used to think I could create a new face
And that people could see past it
And look inside my heart
My mind
I tried so hard
To be someone else
To be the people around me
And always failed
But yet being myself
Will never be enough
I will never shine
Just being me.

*Rajwinraj*