And yet I choose Clock ticks by and another minute arrives

Another word of you and I lay deprived

Staying, praying, awaiting, not waiting...

Of all souls evenly dispatched, singular, worthy

My eyes were not made for the sight of it all
Though to the vision of my depraved mind might seem answer

Though stars might shine till the end of living

My heart beats on like the blinking of your eyes

Uncertain, yet truthfulAnd the little beauty of its carrying

Is the little beauty that time passes by
And in what moment this clock chooses to tick?

For which second the hands stagnantate?

Among the countless numbers, it freezes upon you

Still will and all the more, it renews...
With all to lose, yet I choose to lose

Among the gains I strayed away, I continue to stray

For it's time I ask of

For the time to not have its say

Yet I choose to lose
For circumstances overshadows consequences

Because bliss is not biased, nor ignored

And in a lifetime, clocks might stop for its fragment

All but for mine.

For what does joy bring, shall I remain stagnant

For yet I choose to lose,

To unbound, to break, and I choose...

*Rajwinraj*